scrutiny
I recently had an upsetting experience. I have worked for a number of agencies over the years and my current agency-Teaching Personnel, gathers feedback from the schools about my performance- nothing wrong with that. But last Friday, I was not 100% well, probably 80% there. I went into a new school, new routine, etc The LSA flitted in and out. By the end of the day, I gave the class of Y1 children 20 minutes planning, the LSA was doing some assessment. And I admit, I relaxed my guard and allowed the children to just get on with it. The feedback was that I was not engaging with the children. I may have felt and looked disinterested by an observer, I acknowledge that. However, I was really upset because: a) this is not a valid account of my whole day of interaction, b) I have an LSA scrutinising me c) any kind of feedback is unfair under these circumstances. I do not have support of my colleagues if I am feeling under the weather. Plus, each day is treated like a job interview.
My other agency Protocol only feed back to me if there is something really wrong, in which case, I would know it too! I feel more relaxed when I work for this agency, even tho they dont filter the good comments through. If a school likes you, then they will use you.
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